Tuesday, 1 September 2015

Is This bad?

Hey guys,

now don't let the title deceive in any way because today I'm not asking for opinions, well I am just not in the way the title suggests (if that makes sense).

So today is my birthday and unlike most people I really couldn't care less about it. I'm not sure should 14 year olds not care about their birthday? Am I the only one? It's just that last year I was so excited for my birthday and now I just find it an ordinary like the other person. I mean sure, you find adults who see their birthday like I do but not people my age.

Just if you guys were wondering or anything here's a list of what I received. I'm not much or a haul person but just in case any of you wanted to know.

  • A Computer. Finally I can have privacy writing this blog and writing my books in general!
  • chocolate
  • money
  • nail stuff (but I can't paint my nails to save my life so this should be interesting)
  • books (always a good thing for me I got the first two books of THE MORTAL INSTRUMENTS collection)
  • stationary (always a good thing for me since I'm OBSESSED)
  • a film clapper to hang on my wall since I love films and making them
  • The DUFF DVD I have read the book and apparently it isn't anything like the movie so it may be a 50/50 chance as to whether I enjoy it or not
I mean don't get me wrong, all of those things I received were phenomenally brilliant for me and yes I am grateful for everyone but it doesn't feel like todays my birthday. As if I wasn't born today but another date like I don't know 19th June. Not sure why that date I just like the number 19 and June was all I could think about.

I guess the only reason I have for not feeling like today is my birthday is because I'm the youngest of my year. Like I said I'm about to go into Year ten and YES I'm supposed to be ion the year below (it's a long story, don't worry I'm not smart or anything, seriously). A lot of people don't realised the youngest and I guess it's because I don't look like I am.

I don't know guys am I overreacting, underreacting, being too dramatic? Please be honest I just want to know and what you think. I thought I'd do a post because I'm kind of bored and I wanted to post.

no more hiding, no more anonymous, just me

-Izzy

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